Name five people you've talked to today? Bill, Mom, Bill Collectors, Doctors and Lisa

Is anything wrong?  A lot of things are but I and working not to let them get to me. 

Do you throw your candy wrappers away? Yes 

Do you ever write notes on your hand?  When I don't have paper

Last time you cried? Why? I don't remember I think August when I found out that Tony was cheating on me.  

Do you know anyone with the same middle name as you? I don't have a middle name 

Last movie you watched? Wanted

Where did you sleep last night? Bed

Where is your phone? In my bedroom

When is the last time you were in a swimming pool? When I was living in TX 

Are you happy right now?  I am happy with the way my life is but not the situation I am in. 

Do you miss anyone? No

What do you feel like watching? A walk to remember 

Do you ever try to write with your non-dominant hand? No since I write a lot I want to make sure I can read it

What is the last thing to make you laugh? My daughter... She is the light in my life

What's on your mind right now? I want to get everything ready for my son, but I don't have the funds.

What makes you happy? Tarryn

Last place you ate out at and when? Firehouse subs with my mother a couple of weeks ago 

What's an obsession you have? I love to write

Has anyone ever sang to you? Yes.

Do you feel comfortable getting up and giving speeches? No, but I am not a people person either. 

Have you ever passed out on the bathroom floor? Nope.

What are you drinking right now? Coffee, I need to stay awake 

When's your birthday? July 4th 

Who were the last people you hung out with? My friend Spaz and Jay... 

What are you wearing right now? Shorts and a T-Shirt 

Have you ever been awake for 48 hours? Yeppers

What are you listening to? Numbers on the Television and the sound of my fingers hitting the keys as I type. 

How's the weather?  Sunny but cold.  Florida only has two seasons Summer and February 

Does anyone call you "baby"? No

Are you jealous of anyone right now? No, I don't have time for jealous 

Do you regret doing something today? Nope 

Have you lost contact with someone you wish you didn't? Yep.

Are you afraid of the dark? Nope

What are you looking forward to in the next month? I am looking forward to my son coming but that isn't for a few months yet 

Have you told anybody you loved them today? Yep

Who do you trust with EVERYTHING? My mother 

Have you ever told anyone you were okay when you really weren't? Yes, that is the way I shield myself 

How was your weekend? Fine... But it is the weekend again now so we will see. 

What is one thing you miss about your past? The past is full of memories but the future is what I look at now. 

Are you sarcastic? Me... Of course not *Rolls eyes* 

Have you kissed anyone on the lips within the past month? No

What is the thing that you would most like to change about you? I don't know 

Does your password have to do with a boy? Heheh noppers 

Have you ever slapped a boy in the face? I don't slap that is such a pussy thing to do.  If I am going to hit someone they had better have done something very wrong. 

Here lately things have been hectic and I have been working to go with it.  Here is the recent and what my hopes for the future are....

I found out that I am going to be having a baby boy around April and his name is going to be Tristan Rhys.  I say around April because he is big and ready to be here apparently.  Things have been progessing normally except for his size.  I can't wait to see him though and get to know him.

I am working with my family to go back to school so that I can get my broker's license.  With that I will be able to work out of my home.  I think that it would also be good since it is a run off of my Step Father's business and I will be around to help them as well.  I have found that the trucking industry isn't going to go anywhere any time soon so I have the chance for a career that will also help in me being a single mother of two children.  After a time when I have saved up enough money I am going to finish up my Master's in Hollistic Medicine that way I am not giving up on my dream of an herbal shop.

The way I figure it, things won't come easy but I will work as hard as I have to so that my children get the life that they deserve.  I want to work to put away money for them to go to college and get the education that they deserve.  I want them to be able to have the things they need to further themselves.  This world isn't made for those who aren't ready and I am going to do everything in my power to make sure that my children are.

Alright all I know that this sounds a bit on the racist side but I can promise you that I am not a racist I honestly do hate everyone equally.  On January 20th this country gets turned over to a leader that is untried and honestly not ready for the problems that await him.  I myself find that I am becomming more and more anxious about moving out of country.  Bush did a good job of ramming us into the ground (of course we didn't help this very much), but what can Obama do to help us?  Honestly... NOTHING.  Absolutely nothing.  Bailing out big business won't help the poor class that has to spend their money on what is needed ( and those prices went up) and our taxes go up.  I don't understand why bread costs $2.00 and milk almost $5.00, I mean these are staples of our every day lives.  I know that my family and I have a limited budget that we try not to go outside of.  We only get what is needed not what we want.  I am looking into getting my Passport and moving to  the Irish countryside.

Living in a cottage and working to grow my own food and raise my children right wouldn't be so bad.  I honestly think that would be an honest way to live.  I would rather work for myself than for a government that is corrupt and has been corrupt for centuries.  Being an American doesn't hold much honor anymore when we can't ship the illegals back and we have to put up with other people raising our taxes and choosing our lives.  I will always stand up for what I believe in and I don't believe that the choices we had for president were going to do us any good.  Get the working man in the white house, the blue collar and those who are in the "poor" grouping and see how much they work to find other avenues for tax money.  Buh bye big business if that ever happens and hello to truth in the white house.  I honestly voted for my mother for President because I think she could do a better job than any of the other candidates could ever hope to do.

If this gets any worse than you can bet that my children and I will take a permanent vacation out of country and try a life somewhere else.  I have always wanted to go to Ireland, moving there would be the best way to do it.

Fyre